Lonely no more. PrussiaXReader

Lonely… no more.

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"-Sigh- It's so boring here today, With West being busy all the time and me being alone in his house..." Prussia, also known as Gilbert said to himself.

He had already updated his blog for the day, watched all the TV he could, ate all the foo in the freezer and played all the video Games out of his heads Witt.

He even cleaned the house, it was now sparkling clean. And as he said "Me and west are totally awesome when cleaning!" and it wasn't a lie.

And it was still around 12 pm in the afternoon.

He took off his jacket and kicked off his boots, only leaving him with a slightly sweaty grey t-shirt and his denim jeans. He then threw himself on the sofa sighing once more.

He then sneezed; He sure was bored. He was tired of being at home... Always... Ever since he retired he had felt... Lonely.

He felt his eyes sting for a second and when he noticed that, he wiped his eyes furiously with his sleeves.

No. He was not gonna start crying there like someone... normal. That was Unawesome; and he was really awesome, hence he wasn't going cry at all.

Behind his courageous, outgoing and loud self, laid a sensitive, caring, smart, loyal and kind person.  He just always kept it hidden, that's why. Even if it was really hard to believe.

And like any other (Unawesome) person, he needed... Care, fun, friends.... love.

He avoided any unwanted marriage in his time. He sure did have a girl or two as well (Heck, did he.), but it wasn't enough to suffice his need.... A need that people might say that it's weird for him.

The need to fill that loneliness hole in his heart.

He sighed, feeling fed up with feeling sorry for himself he got up, grabbed his jacket and put his combat boots back on with Gilbird tailing behind him like always.

"Let's go Gilbird, I'm bored here, let's go do something." He grinned at his Bird, now with a new resolve with him.

He was going to fill that gap. As soon as possible.

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You were now coming back from a business meeting. A world meeting or reunion as not much 'discussing' could be done.

You were a nation that had become country not too long ago. You had now moved from Spain's house (he was your older brother) to America's for a while and which you recently had come back to Spain-Nii-chan's house until your house was ready for you to move in.

"Hey, Hermanita, Que te pasa? What’s up? You were spacing out for a second now." Spain, Antonio or what you called him, Toni asked you with worry.

"Hm..?" you came back from your train of thought. "What were you saying Toni?"

"I was asking what you wanted for Lunch, we came early from the meeting today so we have some time to prepare something good~" Antonio smiled "Do you have any suggestions ____?"

"Not really, Toni... I was just..." you sighed, you were restless for some reason over the past few days, weeks, even if it was spring, a beautiful spring at that, you felt, empty, somehow.

You didn't want to worry your big brother so you thought quickly what you could suggests for lunch. 'Anything with tomatoes would make him happy' you thought.

You looked around the path you were walking through to your Brother’s house; it was a small park with a big field with trees not too far from your brother’s house. It was green, in bloom, had lots of places for games and relaxing and it was a nice day...

"Why don't we have a picnic around here for lunch? Por favor?" You suddenly said aloud. Trying to hide a blush from your outburst. Antonio looked startled for a moment then relaxed.

Antonio looked at you and smiled. "Lo que sea ____... whatever you want..." He hugged you. He was proud of his little sister, no matter if she had grown up to be a fine strong nation.

"Let's go then! I want to prepare some Tortillas! And some food! Oh wait we also need Paella! Toni-o!" You whined, you were now hungry, and suddenly forgot your grim, at least for just a bit. You got hungry when you were restless.

"Let's go then..." He chuckled. "Race you there!?" He said running before you, laughing all the way. "Cacha me ____~! Nos vemos chica!"

He was teasing you, "Catch me ____! See you later girl!~.... That Idiot." You translated and said in mocking manner before laughing and running towards your house.

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"This Gelato is awesome." Gilbert grinned to his Icy treat he had just bought from a small stall. "Them Italians have good stuff!" he said to Gilbird who was resting placidly in his head. He took a few more licks from his gelato cone before slurping on his coke.

He walked for a bit more before finding shade from the sun from under a tree in a small park. He sat down under it taking out his IPod and putting a tune on and putting the earphone buds carefully in his ears and checking the time '1:12'

"-Sigh- the awesome me is tired..." he sniffed. “West won't be home until night so... I guess a small rest won't hurt right, Gilbird?" He asked. Gilbird immediately responded by cheeping at his owner in approval. He sighed in relaxation before giving in for a small nap.

Still looking, still waiting.

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"_____~! Oh, _____~!" Antonio said before pulling your cheeks.

"What?!" You responded "Don't do that!" No wonder Romano disliked him... You giggled. "You know I hate that!" you said pinching his cheek.

"Ay... I... was going to make a check for everything we need." He said rubbing his Red sore cheek.

"This isn't the Army you know?"

"Obviously Chica, but it's much more fun this way!" he grinned. "Ready?"

You looked at the picnic basket you and he prepared. "Ok, check it."

"Tortillas?"

"Yup." Only the best recipe of Tortillas you had from Central America. From a good friend called El Salvador.

"Good. Churros, Tomatoes?" he said with a grin.

"You'd make a fuss if I didnt put them in. Check."

"Horchata? Cebada? Drinks?"

"Enough for a party." Check."

"Paella? Chocolate? Sandwiches? Chips? Dips? Kebabs? Nachos?"

"Check. Cheeeeck. Check. check. Yes, Wait no. Oh, yes, check. Check AND check."

"Good! Now we can go! Do we need anything else ____?"

"A blanket for the grass and some Plates and cups. Very important." you said in heavy monotone. “We do have it ready right?”

"OH, si si si!! I forgot, Sorry!" Your brother laughed sheepishly at you and rushed around the house looking for the stuff while his servants already had them and looked at him almost giggling as he was running around the house yelling what he needed.

"I wish he would stop forgetting he has workers for him in his house." You sweat dropped.

You then sighed and sat down in some of your brothers furniture, his house was really nice and cozy, and big. You just felt kind of out of place. You felt a weight, a want in your heart.

You thought you couldn't be lonely but the truth was written in stone. You've seen all the other girls that have a nice boyfriend who cares for them and tend their needs and showering them with love. You felt a little jealous for the people that were happy but you threw the thought away.

Maybe it was because of your childhood, before you were taken in by Spain... You were alone, you had no real friend to be together with, so you were always alone, no matter your other brothers and sisters, no one was your friend'. must be the Dramas you watched. Damn.

'Im so not Lonely.' you thought. 'I wonder why I'm like this all of a sudden! I have a good home and new friends but I... Want more...'

"____ I'm ready! I'm waiting outside already!" Antonio yelled from the garden in your house, interrupting you yet again of your thoughts.

You sighed, determined to let go of the foul feeling and try to get better, you were an up and rising country now, you had to be strong, brave and an example to all.

'I will do that... But also... Soon I will fill this hole in my heart that makes me lonely.' You smiled and grabbed the picnic basket and running outside to join your brother to the park.

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"Let's eat here ___! look, it's got a nice tree for some shade, yet it still has enough light not to burn us red like Tomatoes" Antonio chuckled. " And We're near the soccer field and playground! It’s perfect~ let’s settle here!" He grinned excitedly.

He almost reminded you of your cousin-like friends Feliciano and Lovino 'Romano' Vargas. Some of your good friends like the family you never had.

You grinned his stupidness, as you were not paying much attention while he was rambling. You chuckled and placed the blanket over the green grass with the help of Antonio.

But then it hit you. "Ah, Toni! I forgot my IPod! Start eating if you want! Ciao!" You said running throughout the path of the park and jumped every tree root you saw like a little kid until something caught your attention and you walked back slowly to where Antonio was.

"Ah... T..Toni, Look there is a guy there sleeping beneath a tree with a bird on his head." You said worriedly. You loved helping people and that was one of the things that made your nation go up. So naturally you were worried and curious.

"Hm?" Antonio said without bothering to lift his head to see what or who it was. "Don't worry, it must be a Bagabundo." Antonio shrugged and started eating a churro that was covered in sugar. "Just leave him."

"Um, Ok..." You said you looked over to the Guy over under the tree, clearly sleeping; he had grey hair and was tall and thin. 'Im gonna check... Just for the heck of it." you thought before walking over to the guy under the tree.

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Gilbert growled. And turned over startling Gilbird. Someone was shaking him. Disturbing him from his slumber.

"What... What do you want...?" He said opening his red ruby eyes meeting with some (e/c) eyes that belonged to a girl with (h/l) (h/c) hair. "...F-Frau..."

'Wow. He's pretty cute.' You thought. "Are you alright, Sir? Is it okay for you to be sleeping here?" You asked the man with White silver hair and red ruby eyes.

"..a-ah, um..." Gilbert was lost for words. A girl, not too younger than him was in front of him, worried about him.

A beautiful girl at that. Who seemed strangely familiar...?

You were entranced by his charming looks and his mesmerizing eyes, which you kept on staring at... And he too, stared at you. You two had locked gazes for a second before you both blushed and turned your faces away.

'Forget about what I said before... This guy is hot!' You thought before blushing even redder. And you too had a familiar feeling about him.

"A-Ah, S-sorry..." you coughed awkwardly, "Are you hungry perhaps? If you are hungry you are welcome to go to that tree over there with the guy with the brown hair, we are having lunch... You can have some... If you'd like..." You said before turning completely away from him. You bet you were redder than his captivating red eyes. an Albino, perha

'Did I just think that of a stranger?!' You thought even more embarrassed.

Gilbert just sat there, flabbergasted, stars truck, frozen. He thought 'She is beautiful...' he smiled slightly. 'And she is offering me food?'

"Really?" Gilbert answered quietly. So out of character for him. Matter of fact, he was hungry; it was past his lunch time.

You nodded. Still facing away from the albino.

"A-awesome... T-thank you..." Gilbert Said blushing even more. He was stuttering, Verdammit! He had never been this nervous around a girl before.

You jumped slightly, startled at his response. His voice was so alluring.... "A-ah, Great! I will be back later, ok, ah... Uh... See you later?" You said before running home for what you intended to do before. With more speed than you ever thought you had in yourself.

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Gilbert stayed under the tree for a second. He smiled. He felt pleased and laughed while blushing.”Vhat ze hell just happened?"

He laughed genuinely again and stood up from his position in the ground, dusted his pants and started walking towards the man with brown hair under the tree with the picnic.

While Gilbert was walking towards the guy he suddenly stooped. "S-Spain...? Tonio? Is that you?!" Gilbert said aloud excitedly. What a surprise that was.

It was one of his best friends, one that he hadn't seen in months. You see, he, Spain and France (Francis Bonnefoy) were known as 'Bad touch Trio' or 'Bad friend Trio' in the past. They were really strong. They'd work together when Gilbert was still a nation.

Ah, good times.

"Prussia..? Gil! Amigo! Where did you go?!" Antonio said before running to Gilbert and giving him a Manhug. "Good to see you again! What Are you doing here?"

"Good to see you too! Kesesese!" Gilbert laughed his signature laugh. "Ah, I was sleeping under a tree when a girl just came and  woke me up." He said sitting on the ground next to the picnic and Antonio.

"Really?" Antonio said before grabbing a tomato and biting it. "Did she?" he said interested.

"Mm. She told me to come over here if I was hungry and then she just ran off." he explained. "I didn't catch her name though."

"Typical. She is a very generous and caring person. I am happy of that." Antonio said with a proud grin.

"Ah, what's her name?" Gilbert asked. Antonio seemed to know about the girl so he wanted to know as much as he could, strangely.

Antonio smiled. "_____"

"I see..." Prussia grinned but then it turned into a frown. "Um... Is she, like your... G-girlfriend...?"

"Mi novia? Pffft..." Antonio started to laugh wholeheartedly. "My girlfriend? No way! She is my youngest sister!"

"Your younger... Sister?"

"Correcto." He nodded. "Don't you remember a little girl who used to follow me everywhere... Oh and that she was very clingy to all of us, specially you?" Antonio said using his hand to show your old height.

"V-vhat?!" Gilbert yelled in surprise. His thick accent coming in. He remembered. "She is the Frau...?!"

"Yup! She is all grown up isn't she..." Antonio sighed. "A little too quickly, she is now a nation of her own, and she won't be needing me too much like before, she has grown to be such a Joven Hermosa... A young Beauty..."

"Yeah..." Gilbert agreed and then Blushed.

Gilbert then grabbed a sandwich from the basket and gave some bread to Gilbird. Relaxing in the calm afternoon with his old best friend.

"You like her don't you?" Antonio said all of the sudden.

"V-v-vhats with ze sudden question?!" Gilbert stuttered. "Totally not awesome!"

"I am not as stupid as I look." Antonio said.

'At least he noticed that.' Gilbert shrugged. "M-maybe..." He said and turned away his head in embarrassment. Gilbird finally landing on his shoulder as if trying to comfort.

"You got my permission." Antonio said suddenly. "But."

Gilberts head flicked towards Antonio with widened eyes. "Huh?" she questioned. "You said Vhat?"

"You heard me Gil." Antonio smirked. He never smirked. ever. It was creepy when he did so. "But, if you hurt her in any way, Consider yourself this.." Antonio squished a tomato in his hand for emphasis.

Gilbert went pale. Even paler than normal. "I gottit."

"Good~" Antonio reversed back to his old self. "A comer~!"

"Okay, okay, to eat.  Anyways I'm starving." Gilbert said picking up a tortilla and biting it. "This is awesome!" he said biting it again. "Who made this?!"

"_____, she has really good cooking skills, like me." Antonio said grabbing a nacho with some dip.

"She is Awesome!" he grinned. "Kesesese... But not as much as me!"

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10 or so minutes later.

"S...sorry... -huff puff- I brought my… iPod… sorry again, that I took... So long... Toni..." You said panting for breath. You turned your head to see the albino you met earlier. "And...."

"Ah, ____ let me present to you Gilbert, formally known as the Nation called Prussia."

"Ze Awesome Prussia! Kesesese." Gilbert laughed his signature laugh. You sweat dropped and waved At him awkwardly.

"We used to work together." Antonio said. "And he is one of my best friends."

"R-really? You used to fight with my brother and France in the war?" You grinned excitedly. "You three seemed unstoppable! I heard a lot about you three when I studied."

"Stop inflating his ego ____"

"Yes we were! We were awesome! I was awesome!" he started ranting and then stopped. "That Was before I retired..." He sighed.

You felt sorry for him, You had heard about what happened to him after the war. Without thinking You grabbed his face with your hands and came close to him. "Who says you’re not awesome anymore just because you’re not a nation anymore?" you asked with fury in your eyes, looking dead straight into his red ones. "Prussia-san, you were one of the greatest nations of all time back then...! Don't say that about yourself!" You said with hurt eyes, even though his life had nothing to do with yours.

He started blushing scarlet. His heart started pounding against his chest. His eyes never leaving yours. He was mystified, shocked and dumbstruck of what you had just said.

'Ah, ____...' Antonio watched proudly and smiled. What a nation you'd become, ____.

You suddenly realised what you were doing and dropped your hands from his face immediately and looked the other way, your hands felt like it was on fire, along with your face.

"U-um..." he tried pulling himself together.”...Danke...Thank you... Very much, ____" Gilbert said smiling wholeheartedly and grinning in happiness for the first time in years. He had never felt so... Happy.

Call him Corny but Sir Awesome was touched!

Your ears burnt. And your turned around. You had no idea what you just did and why, you must have been angry. You sat back down, your hair covering your eyes and your hands tucked on your lap. You stayed silent.

"Uh... Prussia-San..." you said suddenly using Japanese suffixes (Blame Kiku!)

"Call me Gilbert."

"G-Gilbert, um, I know that this is sudden..." you coughed. He looked in surprise. Where you confessing or something?! "... have I seen you somewhere before?"

"Si, you did, when you were smaller, ____ you were really clingy to him and you always followed us everywhere."  Antonio hummed. Gilbert nodded.

"W-what?!" You squeaked. You now remembered what happened. You used to have a crush on him when you were smaller, like 4-5 or so. You were now about 20-ish.

...And in a matter of minutes, that crush turned in love.

Love at first sight.

He could be the person to fill that gap in your heart.

"It surprised me too..." He grinned. "Won't you be that clingy with the awesome me anymore?" he said with a cocky expression. What a change, you thought.

You blushed and growled; you grabbed a tomato in your hand and raised your hand as if to throw it at him.

"W-wait! I get it! I get it!" He yelled putting his arms over his face to protect himself. "Tsundere!"

"Che." You smirked. He was interesting. You were liking him more for the second. He had Spunk.

"Are you sure Frau?" Gilbert grinned, and joked again. enjoying the time with ____ and Antonio.

Antonio made eye contact with Prussia for a second and Prussia understood immediately. Or something along those lines.

"____, I'm going to the bathroom over there, stay here with Gil, and behave ok?" He said and winked at you. You blushed and aimed the tomato that was still in your hand at his way, hitting him effectively on his Brown haired head. “AY!” was heard.

"Kesesese, awesome shot!" Gilbert exclaimed.

"Not really, America, um I mean Alfred showed me how to aim when I Was living at his house for a while." you explained grinning at your success.

"Where you really?" He said crossing his arms and giving Gilbird more bread.

"Mhm! A year or two? I forgot." You said. "He is my friend... But he's pretty annoying." you laughed.

"Tell ze awesome me about it." he laughed his signature laugh again. You liking how it sounded when he laughed.

"I'd be glad to." You smiled at him which he gave back a grin in return.

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3 hours had passed an Antonio never came back to the park. You knew he want coming back hence you didn't bother to look for him.  Leaving you and Gilbert alone for 3 hours getting to know each other. It was really fun. He was really interesting and even his high Ego was interesting too, as he thought he was 'More than awesome.'

You thought he was a great guy. He thought likewise to you too. It had been instant attraction.

He didn't show his outward appearance too often in public, but with ____ he felt oddly at peace and it let easier to express himself.

"Ah, Gilbert, It's getting kinda late, I think I have to go home now...." You said pointing at your watch.

Gilbert checked his watch. About two hours and a half had gone. Wow. The quote 'Time goes faster when you’re having fun.' was true. And also 'Time goes slower when you’re in love' also fitted the criteria. You started putting the food in the basket with the help of Gilbert.

"Should I take you home ___?"

You blushed.

"A-ah, not in that way! I'll take you to your home. Awesome me will Not do that to awesome you." He stuttered. 'Not now anyhow.' He smirked inwardly.

"Thank you." you smiled "So you think I'm awesome?" your smile friend into a smirk.

"Not as much as me, Frau but very close." His arrogant mode got activated, he smirked in return.

"Must be an honour for me then huh?" You grinned and he grinned back.

"Yes, consider yourself awesome... But not as much a me." Gilbert laughed his signature laugh. "Uh Frau, Can you show me where your house is? It had been so long since I came to Spain's house."

"Ok!" You Chirped and unconsciously grabbing his Hand to lead the way. "Over here!"

He blushed slightly and glanced at both your hands. He smirked slightly and intertwined his fingers with yours, causing you to blush.

You two continued holding hands until you arrived home.

"Uhm, nice to meet you again... Gilbert." you said shyly looking at your hands. You were at your door step with Gilbert in one of the steps.

It was the perfect Scenario for a romantic kiss! Just like those Dramas you and Antonio used to watch together.

 'Wait no! You just met the man! You can't love him already... Right?' you thought. Your head spinning with ideas.

"Nein, Nein, Frau. It Was a pleasure." He grinned. You snapped out of thought.

"Um... I... Thanks." You said before kissing his cheek in appreciation, you didn't know why but you felt like you could act your true self around him.

His eyes widened and looked at you, you were blushing.

He suddenly realised that you would be the one to fill that gap in his heart.

He then grabbed your head lightly with his hand pulling you in a kiss on the lips, a gentle loving kiss. You got startled for a second or so before responding to the kiss, happily.

You two were kissing for a moment before your lungs started screaming for air which made you break the kiss.

Panting, Gilbert said "_-____... I... Vould you like to go out vith me....?" he cleared his throat "...and be my awesome girlfriend?" He said looking straight to your eyes. "I-It's ok if you reject because we just met and I just kissed you... Oh what was I thinking!? I bet you didn't even like it!" Gilbert buried his was on his hands and stated muttering cuss words in German.

You giggled at his antics and he looked up to you. "Well, I would of broke the kiss earlier if I didn't like it... And yes, I'd love to go out with you." You said boldly, even surprising yourself. "and become your awesome girlfriend."

"Really?" Gilbird said with yes full of hope and happiness, his heart started beating as is he had just run a marathon in excitement.

"Yes." You said, your own heart beating against your chest. 'How did I fall for him so quickly?' You thought with a smile on your face. "That's exactly what I said."

"Awesome!" Gilbird said before pulling you into a huge hug. Which you responded to gladly.

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You two hugged for a moment before you pulled back and opened the door to enter home. You kissed his lips lightly before entering.

"Um, Gilbert?"

"Yes, ____?"

"Do you believe in Love at first sight?" You said looking  your hands again. "I know it's dumb to ask..."

"Before today, I didnt." He said. He said the truth. If you'd of Ask him before he'd say 'Vhat ze hell? That's Crap!'

"Me aswell." You smiled. "Well now, as sure as hell I believe in it now." you grinned sheepishly before smiling at him once again. "See you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow." He said with a glowing face. "I also believe in that as well now..." he sighed contently, touching his lips gently before patting Gilbird as a signal to go back home.

And simultaneously, both of their hearts mended with their new love for one each other.

He doesn't feel lonely at all anymore. And he got more than what he was looking for.

And neither did you.

Both of you were Lonely… no more.

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Extra. (=7

"That was so sweet~" Antonio sighed happily, he was glad you were glad. "They remind me if a novella, I ah, used to watch in TV! Tan Romantico!"

They had watched just seen everything from the window next to the door. Antonio called Francis to tell the news, and upon hearing it Francis came over as fast like he was being chased by Arthur. Which was really fast.

"Who knew Gil would have the hots for your sister?" Francis joked. "Ohohonhonhon~"

"I sure didn't until later." Antonio Smiled. "Ah."

"Hm... But I'm still surprised she chose him over me, her gorgeous French Onii-San!" France sobbed. "Outrageous!"

"She knows what type of man you are Francis." Antonio sweat dropped.

"Sacrebleu! That is not fair!"

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